That's when I know that God does exist..

I have so many thoughts right now, and I have to let it out.

A girl in my class asked another girl if she ever gets so annoyed that her husband is talking she just wants to scream...This girl replied with, "no not really..we never fight." She explained to me that she got married at 19, in the temple. She is 24 now and would not change one thing about her life.. Her and her husband have their arguments but hardly ever fight..

I told my boss Jen, this story, she is getting married Saturday. I asked if she was having cold feet and she said not at all.. A customer over heard and said I have been married to my wife for 24 years and we never fight! I laughed, and I said wow, you guys have a good relationship. I guess i'm dumb or something cause I always fight in my relationships maybe that is why I am still single.. And Jen said maybe that is why you aren't with them anymore because it wasn't right and you need to find the one person you don't fight with.. I thought about that all night. It's so true. I know I say this quote all the time but it is so true.. "Someday someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else" It's like that saying, the thing you are looking for is always in the last place you look! Hah well of course it is cause then you stop looking.. I want to find someone that I can find and stop looking for someone better.. I want to be happy and truly love them. I know I will find them...But it's been so hard lately.

I cry every time I hear this song. Every single time. I think of it as him singing to his future love.. Just talking about how he has waited for so long and now he knows its right. Read very carefully.

I've been alone so many nights now
And I've been waiting for the stars to fall
I keep holding out for what I don't know
To be with you
Just to be with you

So here I am, staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too
To be with you... there's nothing I wouldn't do

And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when we finally meet I'll know it's right
I'll be at the end of my restless road
But this journey, it was worth the fight
To be with you

Just to be holding you for the very first time,
Never letting go
What I wouldn't give to feel that way
Oh, to be with you
And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually

And when you're standing here in front of me
That's when I know that God does exist
'Cause he will have answered every single prayer
To be with you

Just to be with you.